破败

发表于 2007-12-11

昨天，情绪突然很重，一来是因为报告，再来，还是因为工作。一直就觉得有了钱并没有带来多少快乐，也许是自己要求的太多。当我发现，2007年，本命年快要结束的时候，开始担心会不会真的一无所有。害怕那个预言真地被实现，正如害怕失去自己所爱的人一样。只是觉得苦闷，是的，是内心一种无法言表的苦闷。无法跟任何人说，甚至无法与自己分担，这就是现实。有些时候很渴望一些安慰，只是越是渴望，越是发现不可企及。凌晨的时候，依然不肯回到那个破败的住处，那里仅...

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Game Over

发表于 2007-11-21

Headshot! just the right feeling Blog 给你给我多少安全感来了又过过了不忘回头继续如此反复又想起心跳的旋律…不打理无心无力无情只因所唱无谓 just like to have a rest, like a rest that looks like a deathnever wake up, wake up and walk on like a mummyhold you, hold me, hold the fresh air between us twoyou and i, soul and bodyi say, what's the Reality?your voice echoed, the story beyond...

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绝口不提过去

发表于 2007-11-04

到现在已经没有了怀念,谨以此文缅怀胡乱的年轻. 以为自己很有感触,爬起来想写些什么,想留住些什么,可一睁开眼,看到熟悉的世界还在面前,实在不知道颇多感慨源何而来……其实我知道,这个时候文字是最不具杀伤力的武器,对我来说却是最好的防御工具,不须要针对任何敌人,只是原始地寻找一种自我安慰. 好久没有写日记了,似乎早已忘了回忆是一种怎样的感觉,回忆究竟是什么样的感觉?回忆什么呢?我百无聊赖,怎么也不会愚蠢到在这个时...

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My prayer

发表于 2007-11-01

Dear god, (I know that she's out there...the one i'm suppose to share my whole life with.And in time...you'll show her to me.Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day weMeet.And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers.) In a dream i hold you closeEmbracing you with my handsYou gazed at me with eyes full of loveAnd made me understandThat i was meant to share it...

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Dialogue

发表于 2007-10-23

我明白每個人的追求其實都不一樣懸浮在陽光和夜黑交替的罅隙當中我問上帝通往天堂的大門在東西南北哪一方上帝不答天空中天中空白云其實不是白的它的陰面其實是灰的有一片空間是藍的中國話叫那為天英語里叫sky 那是讓我向往的空間干凈我以為天堂就在后面不遠中國人有自己的神英語里有他們的God, Father 有一天神也沒有了，God and Father 不見了我猜想很多人也會跟隨著死去不死...

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Lucifer' pilgrim

发表于 2007-09-21

You must be the Fairy from the Heaven Sent by the Almighty God To save the demon, The Lost Angel Lucifer The demon has been waiting for a long time Licking the solitude in the Hell, Longing for the envoy from the God, Dying in the shameful lies told by his own, Being destroyed and damned, Lucifer is wandering. Years passed away, Lucifer would have been irritated, offended Revolt in mania He Lost...

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大話大話西游II

发表于 2007-08-26

如果你不能以和我同样的姿势看这个世界你将永远无法与我共鸣似乎永远都只有这样一句话来安慰自己习惯了自我安慰好像是一种好事如果没有这样的习惯呢岂不是更好？！你會看周星馳的大話西游嗎昨天重新再看了一遍總是很不情愿地體會到某種隱匿著的憂傷無厘頭是他的自我安慰他的習慣那給無數的人帶來了歡樂而我無恥地曲解了這種歡樂如果你不能以和我同樣的姿勢看這個世界你將永遠無法體會到我的憂傷和快樂雖然與你無關絢爛源于寂寞怒放...

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周年纪念

发表于 2007-07-28

来鹏城周年纪念日周年纪念,特意上了一大一小两桶统一100试图从久违的方便面里发掘出某些遗失的美好一年又见水色灰may i ask, my honoredif you were the saver of the almighty Godsent to save the lost Angelyou know it wellLucifer is not that bad as you imaginedhe once was also a great Angelloved by the God are you the daughter of the Fathersent to save me from the endless darkness?are you com...

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July 7

发表于 2007-07-08

评论(0)2006年07月07日 18时23分如果我向你撒謊,我只是想證明,假的就是真的. if i lie to you, i just wanna to tell you i am not a liar.the above is a sentence i have been remembering for some years. reallly a good thought and i copied it from my Q-space to record a new thought about it. July 7 seems to be a special day for some special ones. For me, i have to say July 7 reminds me a ...

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