i am really tired of such kind of fucking life! everything seems to be crazy, lose control, be in chaos!i feel ... that kind of feeling beyond thinking about! just one word, SHIT!a new year just begins in its way, things are fresh, like the wind, the sunshine, the greeness, the smiles and even those scrap-gleaners in the street! loneliness, solitude, silence, imagination, illusion, are a...