Lee is my brother who lived in Canada almost for seven years, he only came back every summer. Although he's not my cousin, we're much more close. I like chatting with him---good or bad, happy or sad, the feeling when we talk is very peaceful, genuine and reassuring. I totally relaxed when we stay together, I think that's real me, he's one of the few people who could let me take off my mask. I always cried crazily in front of him, I don't know why I just wanna cry when I saw him, like a kid with lots of grievances seeing her mother.

He's a great musician, with fertile emotion, very smart, very tender and also very active. I like his expression when he played the violin, immersing himself in the music.

I just called him, he told me four words:"不怕不悔", asked me to be strong for everything, must be happy everyday.

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I know today is his birthday, I'm not sure he'll be read this page, but I also wanna say: Happy Birthday my dear brother, thank you for all you give me, and miss you so much......