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一点意思都没有

发表于 2008-12-07 21:33:03

没什么。间歇性地会突然觉得人生一点意思也没有。是只有天平会这样还是所有人都会这样。据说这个月天平座的运气不错的。

最近很有爱的:oasis- i'm outta time-

                                 If I'm to fall
                                Would you be there to applaud
                                 Or would you hide behind the law


                            placebo-jackie

                         Jackie left on a cold, dark night
                         telling me he'd be home,
                         he sailed the sea for a hundred years
                         and left me all alone.

                         now i've been dead for twenty years
                         i've been washing the sand
                        with my ghostly tears
                        searching the shores for my
                        jackie oooh.

                        and I remember the day
                       that the young man came
                       said your jackie's gone
                       he's lost in the rain
                        and i ran to the beach
                        (laid me down)

                       you're all wrong, i said
                      as they stared to the sand,
                     that man knows the seas
                       like the back of his hand,
                       he'll be back sometime
                     Laughing at you.

                       i've been waiting all this time,
                      for my man to come
                     take his hand in mine
                       and lead me away to unseen shores.

                     i've been washing the sand
                      with my salty tears
                      searching the shores these long years
                        and I walked the sea forevermore
                      till I find my jackie oooh,

                   jackie oooh,
                  jackie oooh,
                  jackie ooo-oo-ooh.

 

做朋友?那就先试着呗。但是过几天你就会明白,还不如不联系的好。我早就不是原来那个我。已经不记得很多事情。从拼命回忆所有细节向遇到的每一个人不停不停地诉说到再不向任何人提起。长大了庸俗了淡定了。不需要任何人知道,不需要任何人理解。

我很清楚爱一个人是怎样的心情。我什么都知道。懒得解释而已。

也许你做不到不卑不亢不愠不火从容淡定 但是至少你真实。而我呢。人生充满了谎言。又走不出来。明明是想要更简单更真实的。自欺欺人。

 

没有安全感。我就是喜欢随身背着我的包。其实我很羡慕你。其实我经常想自杀。我想忘记你。我不想忘记你。出门必带包的人就是没有安全感的人。记忆需要橡皮擦。不被理解也不解释。内心好纯洁。这个世界是不真实的。我很冷但是我是大好人。很害怕。被动。就想躲起来。

八苦:生,老,病,死,爱别离,怨长久,求不得,放不下。

哗啦啦让时间告诉我们一切吧


 

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