已经有许久没有写博客了，也得适时的回来看看，发泄一下心中的感想.......

Well, a lot of things happened recently, where should I start? I can't even think of one tiny little thing to begin with, i guess, I'll begin from my boyfriend. Well, I actually had a boyfriend, what? for like 4 months ago? or five months ago? Oh crap, who the hell knows. Anyway, I think we had such a great time, everything we did together was amazing, but now what really borthed me is that whether I need a boyfriend, some people would've asked me, ' hey, you don't wanna a boyfriend, is it because of your sexual oriented or because it's not a great time?'well, I guess I would agree with the second assumption. It really is not great time for me, all I'm thinkinig now is that i should do that 'big thing'(sorry, I can't tell what the big thing is, cause it's kinda personal),I mean, I really am working hard for that, everybody understands how hard it is, and I know it too. In fact, I'm actually in a weird situation right now. It seems like I lose everything that supposed to be something that i like, or that i'm very interested in. But it's good for me anyway, what I really need to do is focuing on what i'm doing right now. Ok, that's the end of the first story.

The second story is, I just realized that you need a long time to recoginize someone you thought you knew well. Its hurt when you recover the truth, but you should glad for doing that. Just for the sake of adding something to your experiences. Oh man, I hate doing this, it hurt me alot, but what choice did I have. I should start this story with my roommate, everybody thought she's the hell of good person, but only god knows everybody was wrong..... she turned out to be the evil of bith. She's a real bitch, someone can hurt you on your back, and even  putting some salts on your bleeding legs. Shame of this kind of people. And I do believe she'll be punished sooner or later as long as there is fairness in the world. Forgive me that I can tell everybody what's going on, what did she do. Trust me, I don't wanna tell you because I don't wanna disgust you, or ruined your appetite.

Well, the third story is the last thing I wanna talk about in my entire life. My pet herry died. God, he's such a cute little baby, i love him so much. I bet everyone will like the first time you see him. it's a pity.......

sigh, no matter what happened, I'll try my best to do the best thing for my family, friends and me. I should put me in the first, cause if I can't take care of myself, how can I take care of my family, right?

By the way, I need some advices from anyone that read my blog, i wanna learn a second language, now I 'm thinking french, german, spanish etc. What do you think? It's my honor if some one can give me one piece of advice. thank you all...