Tonight, the badminton thing is a total bullshit. It's just feeling bad. Another side of him, is disgusting. Playing around with a female colleague, making it like they are so familiar, and he doesn't find any problem.

OK, just me, I can't accept them, yes, not only him, but also all my dear friends. The mask they wear to the society is so unreal. After saw the true side of him, I would think this guy of tonight is a stranger to me. I understand it's for self-protection. Just don't let me see it, please.

If I were with him you, I could NOT trust you. Because I can not get safety feeling from you. It seems you are fooling around everybody.

"Pain can be control. You just disconnect it." 
"I came across time for you, Sarah. I love you. I always have."
虽然Terminator第一部里这个穿越时空的男人为什么会得到the mother of the future的爱让人无法理解，但是一句I came across time for you真的很感人。或许我真的是“死剩种”了，都市里崇尚的是快餐式爱情，我这种人又怎么可能得到纯粹的爱情？天方夜谭嘛。

Terminator第一部里的爱情被说得太简单了，但是女性在生死存亡的时候，由爱情得来的力量却是无容置疑的。希望每一位女性都能坚强一些，哪怕表面上显得软弱。唉，我的小师妹啊，别再被男人左右思想啦！

By the way, 那个闪着红眼睛的terminator机器人，比Arnold这个加州州长都经典啊。再by the way, terminator的经典之处就是——总打不死，必须好不容易才能杀死它。

在这样的一个夜晚里，I find out why the "little boy" attracted me, again. He is real, for me, at least. He talked to me on his own initiative tonight(on the internet), just after we departed. He told me what interesting he just found out and share it with me. Although I have already given him up, I still could appreciate him as a friend. He is quite special, really.

还有一个发现——跟学武之人在一起时，可能会无暇顾及，但是跟不学武的人在一起时，看见任何跟武术、功夫有关的东西，就会格外留神——就好像，我跟非天文圈子里的人出去，会不自觉地抬头望天一样，有的东西，很容易形成习惯。

今天感到对羽毛球兴趣乏乏，倒是很想去窥探那个教蔡李佛的地方——设施挺齐备的样子呢，也感到昨天在健身会很舒服。看来，我的运动习惯确实改变了，对羽毛球越来越没爱了。也好，没必要勉强自己去配合别人。

关于博主

文章列表

文章分类

最近发布